Twilight, started off as a book and turned into a world changing beloved movies and books. Its its own personal world of heartbreak, betray, and love in real life. A lot of us are fans and a lot liked it when their girlfriend made them watch it. FX has finally aired the second one and while watching it thought about life and how twilight is a lot like our life we live. It came to the scene where Bella was sitting in the window looking out watching everyday end to watching for months. I cry every time and I sometimes watch New Moon just to let my cries out. She waits and waits and writes emails to Alice explaining the pain. One thing she says hits home,
"When you left, and he left, you took everything with you. The absences of him is everywhere I look. Its like a whole hole that's been punch thou my chest. But in a way I'm glad, the pain is my only reminder that he was real, that you all were."
I think we all have at some point felt the way Bella has felt. I cant think of one time that I didn't cry when a boy broke my heart. I cant think of a time I didn't feel like my world was crashing to an end. I've been at my window looking out crying and think where is he and what could he be doing and is he happy without me, is he thinking of me? Point is it hurts and time heals all wounds but that pain we feel, feels like its the end of time. Why do we feel that pain why cant we just move on like they did? Well we are humans and we all have emotion we all have to feel that pain someday. I know personally the pain feels unbearable but some how I get by and go onto another heartbreak. I wish I could have been one of the lucky ones and never feel this pain. We all feel it but pain is determined about how much you also gave in to the relationship and how much you received. If we gave it our all and got nothing in return it would feel very painful and you could be broken for a long time. But we cant let that pain effect us from finding someone that can pick up the piece and keep putting it together even after wounds are healed. Everyone has someone out there, but we have to determine i they will be the one to save us or break us again. There's only so much heartbreak the heart can handle, and how will we know the next wont break it again. We don't and that the risk us humans all have to take. Life is complicated in many ways and can break one easily. We all take the same risk and go through the same emotion. We can have a Edward that comes back and would sacrifices his own life if you died, or we can have a Jacob that picks up the pieces and will never stop loving you no matter what you choose in life. We struggle through pain and think its the end but we need to open our eyes after that first cry and think, "Yes this is the end of a chapter but the beginning of something greater." Some have more chapters then others and some have few but all have emotion and pain in them. We need to strive to be better and know the pain only hurts for so long and to never dwell and beginning again.
We are all like Bella and feel her pain that's why we cry when we see it because it reminds us of a time we were hurt but minus the vampires and wolves in our life.
Twilight vs Real Life
